A poet once said,
man longs for eternity, yet he can’t find anything to do on a rainy Sunday
afternoon. We say that time is valuable, yet we waste so much of it every day.
We throw it away on the trivial and the foolish; moments of our lives that we
can never get back. We waste it being angry, bitter, or feeling sorry for
ourselves. We waste it following the lead of people or things that lead us
nowhere. Time slips through our hands and there is only so much in the
hourglass; and we can’t say for sure how much is in it. Perhaps we would be
wise to remember the words of Howard Walter;
I would be true,
for there are those who trust me;
I would be pure, for there are those who care;
I would be strong, for there is much to suffer;
I would be brave, for there is much to dare.
I would be pure, for there are those who care;
I would be strong, for there is much to suffer;
I would be brave, for there is much to dare.
I would be friend
of all—the foe, the friendless;
I would be giving, and forget the gift;
I would be humble, for I know my weakness;
I would look up, and laugh, and love, and lift.
I would be giving, and forget the gift;
I would be humble, for I know my weakness;
I would look up, and laugh, and love, and lift.
There are many
things we can do with our time here. We can’t all conquer the seven seas or go
to the moon, but we can do something every day that can take advantage of the
gift of time. Perhaps no one knew this better than Walter himself when he died
at the age of 35 in Lahore during the 1918 flu pandemic outbreak. Some live
longer than others. It isn’t a matter of fairness for there is nothing fair or
unfair in the universe of the Dao. There just is.